do I keep writing in this journal anways? Not like anyone actually reads 'em. Not like anyone here really gives a damn whats up or what I think about it. I could spell this all wrong..Tell you all Im bombing the white house...anything...you would just be like "oh look, Sakura wrote ANOTHER journal... Myeh". Well fuck you all..Im done with impressing any of you. Especially those of you who seem to think you know me. Or act like the person I am isnt really who I am. Fuck that, I am the way I am and if you cant change that, if you cant fix my heart, then what do I really care if you dont read this? Or if you dont care?! Why should I give a fuck? Why? Because my heart doenst know how to forget people...It refuses to let go of the things that are so VITAL to forget.... I dont want to remember laughing with you, smiling with you, feeling at home in your arms...I dont want to think about how excited I was to see you again, how I still get giddy at the sound of your voice, how it makes me want to be sick, the way I both hate and love you unconditionally at the same time. Its not important. It never was. I dont care. I dont care.....